mood: aggravated

I live with my grandparents and I think they’re zombies because every time I go downstairs from my broom closet room much like Harry Potter’s broom closet room they always give me this vacant stare like I’ve done something like got into the trash like our doggy Dalmatian named Spotty McBotty but in reality I haven’t done anything but I think they want to eat me starting with my toenails. I’m deaf I was born deaf so usually when I need to get a point across I GOTTA SCREAM LIKE THIS TO GET THEIR ATTENTION USUALLY I ALWAYS FEEL LIKE NOBODY IS LISTENING TO ME EVEN WHEN I’M CRYING MY EYES OUT AND I FEEL LIKE I’M GONNA PUKE VOLCANO SPLATS AND NOBODY IS STILL LISTENING TO ME SEE I’M CRYING AGAIN AND I’M SCREAMING AS LOUD AS I CAN BUT IT JUST SEEMS LIKE IT’S GETTING NOWHERE LIKE A BIRD WITH BROKEN WINGS ONLY I HAVE A BROKEN VOICE AND I HAVE NO WINGS AND I’M STUCK AND NOBODY IS STILL LISTENING TO ME WHERE IS EVERYBODY? IS ANYBODY THERE? IS THERE A FUCKING DOCTOR IN THE HOUSE? SOMEBODY JUST BROKE MY ARM AND I’M SCREAMING AND SCREAMING MY EYES ARE RED FROM ALL OF THE SCREAMING I’M STARTING TO COUGH UP SKIN BITS BECAUSE OF HOW HARD I’M CRYING AND SCREAMING see stuff like that it’s kind of hard to believe and sometimes my neighbors call the cops on me when I’M TRYING ONCE AGAIN TO GET MY POINT ACROSS TO SEE IF YOU WILL UNDERSTAND MY PLIGHT, MY CALL FOR HELP, SOMEBODY PRINT THIS OUT SOMEBODY SEND ME A FAX TO TELL ME IT’S GONNA BE ALRIGHT THAT I’M GONNA BE ALRIGHT THAT I’LL GET A NEW TOY FOR CHRISTMAS STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT I’M NOT GONNA PAY ATTENTION TO YOU ANYMORE GAMMA I think I saw a neighbor pick up their phone to turn me in but I haven’t even done anything you see this always happens I just sit there like a lappy lion and I’m trying to act like I’m happy and I try to act like I’m sad when I have to be and that’s never I’m never sad I am a happy deaf boy WHO HAS TO SCREAM ON AND ON AND ON TO SEE IF YOU’RE LISTENING AND YOU’RE NOT LISTENING BUT WHO AM I TO TALK WHEN I DON’T LISTEN TO ANY OF THE WORDS THAT ANYBODY IS SAYING I TRY TO LISTEN BUT IT SEEMS HARD TO LISTEN WHEN NOBODY IS LISTENING TO YOU I LOST MY COUGH MEDICINE I’M COUGHING AND CRYING I’M GONNA RUN TO THE PHARMACY REAL QUICK TO PICK UP MY CRYING MEDICINE Grandma forgot to pick it up for me because she’s real old she’s 232,283,432,000 years old I think she’s a big old maple tree actually she is I water her everyday from my spit she always YELLS AT ME TO STOP IT HAMMY STOP SPITTING ON ME STOP IT STOP IT GO GET YOUR GRANDPA WHERE’S MY CANE BUT I’M A TREE SO I’LL HIT YOU WITH MY BRANCHES OF STORMY RAGE I’M GONNA HIT YOU SO HARD YOUR EARS WILL BLEED THEN YOU’LL HAVE A REASON TO SCREAM YOU LITTLE SHIT so I fell to my knees and cried again I’m such a cry baby Grandma always calls me a crybaby fucking pussy-ass faggot but I didn’t do anything remember I’m just a lonely little loud deaf boy who nobody listens to because I’m fat and ugly I’M SO FAT AND UGLY AND I HAVE NO HAIR LEFT BECAUSE SPACE ALIENS SOUPED IT UP LIKE SUPAGETTI AND I HAVE NO RESPECT FOR ANYTHING ANYMORE I ONLY LIKE MY DOGGY DOG WARF WARF WARF!!!!!!!! PICKLES!!!!!! IS THIS A WHOLE PAGE???? now it is!!!!!!!!!!